we danced to the sound of sirens

so that was my sunday night. you can totally see kele and russell through the blurriness of em's camera phone.
incidentally i'd really like to get out of the house and spend some time with people who aren't related to me. and find a party and get really drunk. and see hsm3.
damn the cribs for pulling out of southbound.

i ain't freaking, i ain't fakin' this

what an eventful week it's been. got drunk at chelsey's party on saturday and completely failed to get sidney naked or do something inappropriate with crackie but i did make $20 off josh for sculling the end of a bottle of vodka, which turned out to be a bit of a mistake because i couldn't help aleena, who turned out to be one of those crying drunks. but i didn't throw up, make out with a girl or have a hang over which was pretty good.
then at some point i found out more tickets were available for bloc party but had accepted that i wasn't going so didn't press mum too hard to take us.
then on monday we went to anna's and had a hilarious three days in scarborough and mandurah. then yesterday i got my "kate nash" haircut and was dragged to the claremont street party with em and her (quite literally) gay friends where i saw courtney, who came third on make me a supermodel, which was exciting.
but not nearly as exciting as finding out i have the best mother in the world who'd put a ticket to bloc party under my pillow. approximately 44 hours to go. em and i were home alone so we put intimacy on loud enough to make the roof shake and alternated wild, ecstatic dancing with shouted conversations about whether kele would sing talons shirtless. here's hoping.

and let's try not to complain about your smoking and my distant heart

i really, really should study for p&l. really. but it has to be the most repellent subject ever.
i'm kind of worried about leaving school because i can just see myself staying at home all day eating burnt cheese on toast which is essentially what i've been doing for the past two weeks. i suppose there are worse things.
like the fact that i missed out on tickets to bloc party. i wasn't that upset until i heard their new album, now i'm verging on suicidal. in a purely literary sense.

i'll win your heart with a woowoo

i bought some truly lovely dresses today. and shoes that my ankles will die for. i know i'm going to be over dressed but i don't even care because i only have a week of compulsory education left and half a season of gossip girl to catch up on.

you need to let me get behind your back bone

my history teacher winked at me today. if you knew him, you'd know why this is blog worthy.

when she wakes up in the morning she writes down all her dreams

i just watched the final of foyles war. and cried when they announced the end of the war. like i didn't know that it would happen. but it's ok, because i was right about sam and andrew "the shaggable serviceman" foyle. and because mrs milner is kitty bennet.

i'm searching with my hands and bones

in retrospect, perhaps completing that take home lit essay when it was due would have been the smart thing to do so i didn't have to do it now. i can't write 1000 words on 2 100ish word poems. it's not reasonable.

crying out sighs but they're still looking dangerous

LOL.

and all the weekend rock stars in the toilets practising their lines

my little sister beat me to get a boy friend. ask me if i'm thrilled.

the man that i just adore like you

did you know that you can watch full episodes of gossip girl on chinese youtube?

on a completely unrelated note i have a p&l essay due on monday and a history essay due on tuesday.

fallin' asleep on the northern line.

it gets harder to go to school everyday.

i ain't no abacus but you can count on me

jake the peg

dr who

heather mills







the anti-myspace photo
denmark on the holidays.

knock knock knock knock scratch

1. Give me a random lyric from the song you're listening to:
was it the liquor or was it my soul?

2. Do you think you're a nice person?
jot says i'm horrible

3. How do you feel about the person you hugged last?
i love her. she's the best cat in the world

4. Do you regret doing anything this week?
not doing my lit essay

5. Last awkward moment:
donata calling a combination of mr clark and mr spence the perfect man.

6. Name three things everyone knows about you:
1- i'm tall
2- i'm a girl
3- i have brown hair

7. What are you missing?
doctor who

8. What do you do when a telemarketer calls?
hang up

9. Name someone you know whose name begins with a B?
ben...

10. Would you cry if you found out your love was cheating on you?
probably.

11. Have you been pressured to do anything recently?
go to afters

12. Do you think the concept of phone sex is stupid?
for some people it's the best they can hope for

13. How many kids do you want?
are children mandatory

14. Name something you wouldn't want to buy used?
tampons

15. What makes you happy at this moment?
113 days til tour

16. What color are your eyes?
brown.

17. Do you have your tonsils and wisdom teeth?
yes

18. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
the middle

19. Do you like your significant other to be aggressive?


20. Would you rather go camping or to a five star hotel?
i like home

21. When did you last get sick?
few weeks ago

22. Have you kissed anyone in your top friends?
maybe

23. What's your worst habit?
being nasty and lying

24. Do you still talk to the last person you fought with?
i haven't fought with anyone in ages

25. How many people did you gossip about in the past week?
pretty much just gen. if bitching is classified as gossip

26. If you could own a non-traditional pet what would it be?
a crackie. or mini-phoenix

27. One of your dreams?
i went to a marine zoo thing in ireland

28. Would you rather feel pain or be numb?
numb

29. Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
forget

30. Would you ever stay with someone just because you didn't want to break their heart?
depends what the sex is like

31. Have you ever taken anyone/anything for granted?
probably

32. Do you hate being alone?
only late at night when i'm watching something scary

33. Has anyone ever broken your heart?
harry potter

34. Do you like competition?
sometimes

35. How late did you stay up last night?
eleven ish

36. What was the first thing you thought this morning?
no idea

39. What are you going to do this weekend?
un-ball myself

40. Do you own a stereo that costs more than $100?
no

41. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, & meant it?
i'm not sure

42. How's your heart lately?
alright

43. What were you doing this morning at 7AM?
dressing

44. What were you doing this afternoon at 12PM?
watching a space movie

45. What does the last text in your inbox say?
at park with hannah

47. Do you know someone with the initials M.P.?
mike pearson

48. Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
kate says so but i never noticed

49. How many red lights have you ran?
none

50. Have you ever cried while taking a shower?
yeah. it's really the ideal place

51. What was your favorite grade?
nine, we did fuckall

52. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
sleeping

53. What's a sure way to catch your attention?
say "hey rose"

54. Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
probably

55. When was the last time you were given a rose?
valentines, thanks yzzy

dorothy was right, though

mr clark + mr spence = mr spark, the perfect man.
- donata's "i didn't really think this through" hottest teacher in the school theorem.

but i came up with the name.

you can grow flowers where dirt used to be

you've cried enough this lifetime my beloved polar bear

jjjtv presents bloc party live.
and that's why abc2 exists.

i'd rather be with your friends mate, 'cause they are much fitter

if ones very presence manages to repel younger people, one must be at a good age.

roll on year twelve.

calm down dearest

you know, if on tuesday night some one had told me a celebrity would die the next day i would have said britney or pete doherty. life is so unfair.

red pill, blue pill

on my holiday i went to adelaide. it was fun.